Hi again.
I'm going to see a psychologist. I think I need to. I'm projecting old insecurities onto my new workplace and onto new people. It's making me anxious and I feel a little crazy for it. I want to start fresh and just "leave my troubles behind" but you never really leave anything behind. It leaves a mark on you and maybe it's still too fresh for me to be okay yet.
On the plus side I'm reorganising my finances and I feel like I'm in control of these again.
On the downside, I feel a little trapped in my brain again. I need to do and feel more than think. Harder to do than say.
OH - Happy Australia Day.
I'm going to see a psychologist. I think I need to. I'm projecting old insecurities onto my new workplace and onto new people. It's making me anxious and I feel a little crazy for it. I want to start fresh and just "leave my troubles behind" but you never really leave anything behind. It leaves a mark on you and maybe it's still too fresh for me to be okay yet.
On the plus side I'm reorganising my finances and I feel like I'm in control of these again.
On the downside, I feel a little trapped in my brain again. I need to do and feel more than think. Harder to do than say.
OH - Happy Australia Day.
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