I'm settling in to the new job. Some days I don't feel like I know anything at all, and other days I feel like I'm doing okay. It's all very new. I just want to know what I'll face each day. I want a single day where I feel like I know what to do. Like I can solve the problems or fix what's happening on my own. But I can't. I still need guidance and someone to tell me what to look for. I know it's a long process and it will take time but I'm hanging out for the day when I'm there. That sounds silly even to me. How could I possibly already be good at something I just started.
But this is why I picked a specialty. I want to know what to do. It's easier to do this with a single focus and so that's where I'm heading. I have everything I need to get there, I just have to keep going and focus on it.
But outside work my life is opening up again. I'm socialising and I went for a swim today. I'm becoming a more rounded person again. I FEEL better. And I can give so much more because I'm being replenished in my spare time. I needed this. I needed the balance to shift. And I'm grateful it did.
p.s. I'm starting my Masters degree in teaching in February.
But this is why I picked a specialty. I want to know what to do. It's easier to do this with a single focus and so that's where I'm heading. I have everything I need to get there, I just have to keep going and focus on it.
But outside work my life is opening up again. I'm socialising and I went for a swim today. I'm becoming a more rounded person again. I FEEL better. And I can give so much more because I'm being replenished in my spare time. I needed this. I needed the balance to shift. And I'm grateful it did.
p.s. I'm starting my Masters degree in teaching in February.
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